Diary 2025-08-08

I might also imitate a Chinese person and give him an English name. Nishio: Like westfish Taihe.

My "having fun doing fun" characteristic assumes that I am having fun doing fun and conveys the fun of it non-verbally.

This same trait means that when you think it's boring, it communicates that you think it's boring.

Especially when you're talking to someone and you think they're boring, it's as telling as directly saying, "Your story is boring.

The perception is, "Oh, what a bunch of unimportant people talking about unimportant things."

When this is conveyed in the atmosphere, "It's not like it doesn't matter!" and cite outside authorities to argue that

This is already the root of "I don't give a shit" here.

People with high self-esteem decide whether they are "worthy" or "unimportant" according to their own values.

"I think this is really funny. "That's interesting!" is a good pattern

Bringing in an outside authority figure to respond to "no, I don't really see the fun in it" doesn't make it any funnier.

Instead, it just gets worse and worse.

At first it was just "that topic isn't interesting," but there was room for other interesting stories.

but the act of sticking to that "uninteresting story" makes "people themselves uninteresting".

Behavior that is perceived as damaging to self-esteem is counterproductive.

I closed too many open browsers.

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